This week’s sex confession comes from your Sensual Cocktease Goddess herself. I have asked you to share your most erotic confessions anonymously with me. And now, I’m going to do the same. However, this confession isn’t exactly anonymous, now is it? So, here it is…I have penis envy. Whew, that actually does feel really good to type out. I have penis envy. Now for the caveat…

Don’t get me wrong, I fucking LOVE and very much prefer my perfect pussy and all the yummy ways she makes me feel. But I also really love stepping into my harness, attaching a long, thick strap-on dildo to it and fucking your slut holes until I’m done with you. And we all know that there’s no doubt about the fact that I love to control your cocks!

The Psychology Behind Penis Envy: Freud Was Wrong — FemDom Supremacy Reigns

Sigmund Freud had a widely criticized theory about penis envy. Freud hypothesized that females desired possessing a penis. Karen D. Horney argued that females don’t necessarily desire possessing a penis, they desire the superior social status that penis holders have within society. She also believed that men actually had womb envy, but that’s another conversation for another day. Personally, I lean towards Horney’s perspective. Especially since penis size also plays a huge role in society, something that I absofuckinglutely use to my advantage when erotically humiliating a cockfish. 😏

In my opinion, if women can have penis envy, men can too. As a Sociology major, the psychology behind “how” and “why” individuals and societies think and act the way they do intrigues the fuck out of me. If having a penis, particularly a large penis, equates to a higher social status (hello patriarchy!) then what does it say about a woman who holds absolute power and control over that penis? What does it say about the woman who can turn even the most “alpha” of men into a puddle at her feet with orgasm control? This theory was recently tested when I reconnected with Matt.

Your Sensual Cock Control Goddess Always Gets What She Wants

Matt was my submissive playtoy who you may remember reading about. Last year, Matt came so fucking hard for me without even touching his cock. That’s right, I gave Matt a hands-free orgasm with just the sound of my voice. My words spun a tale so tantalizing that I teased the cum right out of his balls.

It had been months since Matt and I hooked up. I had already proven that I could send him into toe-curling orgasmic bliss using only my words. I think most Dommes would rightfully call this a triumph, a job well done, and be on their way to torment their next playtoy. But, I wanted more and this sensual cock control Goddess always gets what she wants. For Matt, a hands-free orgasm was just the appetizer of a delicious teasing feast his body had been ravenously yearning for.

Not only do I want full control over his most prized possession (his cock) I want total control over his orgasm and his pleasure. And then, I want him to work for the privilege of worshipping me. If my penchant for cock control through sensual Domination means that I have penis envy then your desire to submit to my will means that you crave pussy worship.

We both know you can’t deny it either, you crave to worship me. And that doesn’t necessarily mean by oral servitude, there are many ways that you can worship my pussy. If you truly want to worship me, there isn’t anything that you wouldn’t do to earn that honor, is there? Exactly. 😏

Rules of My Playroom: Stripping for My Strap-On

Recently, my curiosity got the best of me and I found myself wondering how easily I could have a man on his knees sucking cock for me. So, I texted Matt and invited him over. He was at my doorstep with 15 minutes. Matching his desirous energy, I opened the door and quickly grabbed him by the shirt and pulled him inside. Without even speaking a word, I led him directly into the dimly lit playroom.

The subtle scent of sandalwood and jasmine wafted through the air as the warm yellow candlelights danced along the walls. My black leather pants clung to my hips, ass, and thighs as though they had been painted on. My opulent purple satin brocade corset hugged my curves in all of the right places. On my feet, I was wearing a pair of metallic purple leather Louboutin’s with a six inch stiletto heel.

“You know the drill. Strip for me, pet. And then I want you kneeling in position awaiting further commands.” Matt gulped audibly before obediently doing as he was told. It may have been months since our last encounter but I was delighted to see that he hadn’t forgotten the Rules of My Playroom. Quickly spinning around on my heels, I grabbed my black leather harness from the hook on the wall. Turning back slightly to glance at Matt, I noticed that he was already on his knees eagerly anticipating my next steps.

My Wall of Cocks: The Ultimate Penis Envy Collection

My fingertips gingerly grazed across the perfectly lined dildos that were presented like awards displayed on shelves that lined my wall. The Wall of Cocks is one of my favorite features of my playroom. My confession isn’t really a confession anymore now is it? Now that you know that I have a wall dedicated to my most prized possessions, my meticulously crafted, hand poured dildos, that come in an array of shapes, sizes, colors, and patterns. Having a Wall of Cocks should have been an obvious giveaway that this Goddess has a serious case of penis envy.

Finally, after settling on the perfect penis for the occasion. I attached it to my harness and stepped inside. A gorgeously, velvety-smooth, perfectly sculpted 10.5 inch cock. She was a tool of divine pleasure. mmmm, the feeling of stepping into my strap-on harness, sliding it up my legs and hips before buckling it snug against my waist is a mix of erotic power that is indescribable.

From Hands-Free Orgasms to Dick Worship

Turning to face Matt, my hand firmly wrapped around the shaft of my cock, I grinned at him. His eyes widened in shock and surprise. I noticed beads of sweat beginning to form on his forehead. I slowly sauntered closer to him, still slowly stroking my shaft.

“It has been months since you were last in this playroom, pet. And judging by the many unanswered text messages you’ve sent me, you’ve been dreaming of being right back here ever since then. I’m curious though, did any of those dreams entail dick worship with you being on your knees in front of me while I’m stroking my big, thick girlcock?” Matt’s breath hitched, he knew what was coming.

Taking the tip of my cock, I gently caressed the head across his lips. Slowly tracing his upper lip before sliding the tip down and tracing his lower lip. I could feel his lips quivering at the touch of my cock teasing him. His cock twitched back and forth as though begging for attention, pre-cum leaking from the tip and dripping down his shaft onto the floor.

“Awe, pet. Look at you, you’re so fucking turned on. Your hands-free orgasm was just the appetizer. Now it’s time for the main course, my cock. By the looks of it, you crave pleasing my cock more than your own, don’t you?”

Training You to Suck My Girlcock

Matt nodded his head enthusiastically in agreement. “Good. Now, open your mouth, pet. I’m going to show you what it really means to have penis envy and turn you into a good cocksucker for me. You’re going to suck my girlcock until I am done with you, you aren’t going to touch your my cock at all, and you won’t cum without permission, understood?”

Again, Matt’s head nodded up and down enthusiastically in agreement. His eyes wide with a look I had never seen before. It was a delicious mix of awe and a desperate desire to serve something bigger, better, and more powerful than he was equipped with. I could see this mix begin to spread and flicker across his face, the realization that my silicone perfection made his own penis pale in comparison.

“That’s right, pet. Open up.” I whispered as my fingertips combed through his hair before my palm rested on the back of his head, my other hand holding my shaft as I guided the tip of my cock between his lips. He opened his mouth and let me slide the head inside, his tongue swirling around the tip, as I instructed him.

A desperate moan escaped his lips and vibrated against the head of my cock. He was already mine, completely and utterly, all fucking mine. The delicious power exchange of cocksucking in this moment sent chills down my spine and I couldn’t help but to thrust my hips towards his mouth while pushing on the back of his head with my hand.

Your Mouth Was Made for One Thing…My Cock

“That’s it, pet. Take it deeper. I want you to make my cock disappear in your mouth. Make my cock feel soooo good, pet.” I cooed, rolling my hips gently back and forth. Fucking his face with a slow, deliberate rhythm. “Relax the back of your throat and take me deeper. Use your tongue. You want to make your Goddess feel good, don’t you?”

He moaned and tried to say ‘yes’ but his words were mumbled because his mouth was full of my cock. I held back a giggle as I said, “Good pet, spoil your Goddess and show me what a good cocksucker you can be for me!”

Pushing him down onto his back, my hands gripped the back of his head as I straddled his face. I plunged my cock deep into his mouth as his lips wrapped tightly around my shaft. His hands were gripping the cushions at his sides and his hips began to buck involuntarily with each thrust of my cock down his throat.

Your Orgasm Belongs to Me

The sensation of serving me, combined with the over-sensitivity of his my neglected and aching cock was pushing him right to the edge. “You love to worship me, don’t you pet? You can feel that cock pulsing and throbbing with every beat of your heart.” I whisper into his ear as I continue to thrust into his mouth.

“Every nerve is screaming and every sensation is bringing you closer and closer. You want to cum so fucking bad for me. Just from the feeling of my cock in your mouth, from the pleasure of sucking my cock, from the pleasure of serving me, and from the pleasure of feeling my cock fucking your mouth. You don’t even need to touch yourself.”

From Hands-Free Orgasms to Sucking My Cock — Now Clean Up Your Mess

I deepen my thrusts and groan softly into his ear. His throat completely relaxes as he takes my cock all the way down to the base. “You are going to cum hands-free again for me, pet. This time while sucking my cock. Do it! Be a good cocksucker and cum for me, now” His body stiffens as he moans loudly on my cock, his body flailing up and down. Cum explodes from his my cock, landing on his thighs and stomach.

Grinning, I slide my cock out of his mouth. His body shakes as he slowly comes down from his state of orgasmic bliss. I quickly slide my cock over his stomach and thighs, coating my dick in his cum. “Clean it up. A good cocksucker always cleans up their mess.” I shoved my cock back into his mouth as he hungrily licks up every drop of cum from my shaft. Thinking to myself I cannot help but to wonder, what else would he to please me? I guess we will just have to wait and see…

Turning Penis Envy into FemDom Supremacy

My time with Matt proved my theory to be true, men and women can both have penis envy. However, a woman can absofuckinglutely use a mans penis envy to her advantage. I had a very similar conversation last week on FemDom Friday when I hosted, Is Cocksucking a Dominant or submissive Act? The FemDom Mistresses and I discussed the act of cocksucking, what our personal opinions of it are, whether we view it as Dominant, submissive, or both…and so much more! Listen to the replay below!

Listen to Is Cocksucking Dominant Or Submissive?!!!

Keeping you entranced and craving more until next time,

Your Sensual Cocktease Goddess Demi

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